ha72elujah

i know it's a scary thing to say the word "forever," but you wouldn't say it. and, my professor says love can never last.

i really don't know if i can stay alive if there's no hope for a lasting love. if i "know" love can't last forever, or at least for a lifetime, i don't think i can ever be the same--not that the same was good to begin with. i don't blame you for not being able to return the F-word. it's not your fault. you've seen too much and experienced the wrong things to be able to say that word to someone. but, if a doctorate's degree in art history is valuable in the field of life-long knowledge, and if he really is that much wiser in that field than i am, and if he's right about love; i don't know how to go on in life. love is all the hope i have left.

if love can't last, what can?